Hey beautiful, 

Big hug and warm welcome to my story of God’s redeeming love and grace. 

I spent 10+ years working as a spiritual entrepreneur, reiki healer and teacher in the New Age/Witch movement, chasing after “love” and “light” in all the wrong places. Over the years my path in the New Age got darker and darker, eventually leading me into deep pits of depression, anxiety, narcissistic relationships, and a constant hamster wheel of trying to “fix myself” and to “make myself” a success by worldly standards. 

I was exhausted to say the least. 

It was after taking Ayahuasca and other plant medicines in the hope I would finally be healed of all my issues that things seriously started to take a turn for the worse. For over two years after dabbling in plant medicines I was living in a constant state of hell. Constant panic and anxiety attacks, night terrors, visions of dark entities attacking me, I was a mess and not coping with life at all. 

Till one night Jesus showed up in my room and my life has never been the same since. 

Like many spiritually and supernaturally gifted women I’d been led to believe the lie that Jesus = patriarchal religions that hated spiritual women like me, He was a misogynistic God and the Bible was created to oppress and demonise women like myself. 

How wrong I was. This lie kept me from knowing the love and truth of Christ (a.k.a. The Highest Love of God). 

What I found instead was that Jesus is the living God, the Highest love of God with the sole purpose of bringing all people of all nations into God’s Kingdom of love, peace, truth and light. His NOT a religion, rite, rule or ritual.

God manifested Himself in the human form of Jesus to break the strongholds of evil in this world and to create a way for all people to have a direct relationship and friendship with the Almighty. 

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. (John 14:6)

Since encountering the love and truth of Christ Jesus I’ve been delivered from the demonic strongholds that plant medicines and other New Age/Witch practices had placed on my life, I came to see that Satan is a real evil conscious force on this planet and I was set free from satanic delusion. 

I burnt my Witch and New Age paraphernalia, cast off the pentagram symbol of Satan and took up the cross to follow Christ and as a result - 

• I have an incredible amount of peace and joy in my life, panic attacks be gone! 

• My spiritual and supernatural gifts were restored in God who gave them to me in the first place. 

• I have clarity in the life path and purpose my Creator designed me for as His prophetic seer and intercessor. 

• I discovered that the Holy Spirit is the Mother aspect to God who births and creates all of life and aligns us to the wills and ways of the Most High. So my patriarchal and religious wounds around God being a male entity only healed as I came to see God is both our Father and Mother (It’s all there in the scriptures!) 

• I now love the Bible and find it’s the powerful living Word of God that opens you up to having a direct relationship with the All Father of great love. I’ve had the most profound spiritual and supernatural encounters with God reading the Bible. It’s powerful! 

And so much more. 

God has healed my life, restored my family, and transformed my heart in ways that I never thought possible. 

And it’s now my pleasure to serve as a disciple of Jesus and to help others heal their relationship with God and to abide in the love, joy, peace, purpose, provision and creativity of the Most High. 

Because if Jesus could take a broken, deceived, bitter, sick New Ager like me and transform me into a daughter of the King, then He can do the same for you. His love is real, His forgiveness is endless, and His arms are always open.

So here I am — not perfect, but redeemed. Not bound, but free. Not lost, but found.

And everything I write, share, and create is for His glory alone.

To Jesus Christ be all the honor, all the glory, and all the praise. 

Yours In Christ, 

Ellen xoxo

P.S. If you would like to have a relationship with Jesus, God Almighty, I invite you to say the following prayer to begin inviting the Highest Love of God into your life and home.

God, I turn my heart to you now. I ask for your full forgiveness. I am done trying to live this life in my own will, ways and strength, Lord. Please set me free from all sin and sinful ways of living, and liberate me into Your pure heart and Kingdom of love, peace, truth, joy, beauty and grace, God. I now confess with my mouth that Jesus is Lord (I AM) & Saviour (ETERNAL LOVE), and believe in my heart that God raised Him from the dead and that in Jesus I am gifted salvation and eternal life of resting in your love, peace and grace, God, as Your child. I now ask Lord Jesus, the Holy Spirit and Father God to move into my heart, mind, body and spirit, heal me, and set me free from all the things that are not the Highest Love of God and align me with your wills, ways and purpose for me, God. 

In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

Thank you, God, for your blessing today and every day. 

I love you. 

(Romans 10:9)